Mmm, strawberries. So it seems like the pain of missing someone takes a hell of a long time to buggar off! My tears of upset have slowly turned into ones of frustration and despair at just not knowing what to do with myself. I just get the urge to pick up the phone and call that one person who would always want to talk to me, but I can't. Very frustrating, but something I have to get used to. I often find myself forgetting that I actually am single now, and I can't have those long 'talk about everything' chats and middle of the night texts. I get annoyed at myself because I keep picking up the phone to text or call, and then I remember there will be no one on the end of the line. Its not that the person has travelled to a far away place or anything though, they by choice do not want me contacting them. Which sucks.
Anyway, my point is that today I found out some news which is happy celebratory news, and I wanted that person to be the first to know so I go to tell them and then I cry because I realise theres no one there to tell, and they do not care anymore. But I still have that urge that I should be making them proud. Very frustrating! Arghhh.
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Anyway the good news is that I have been accepted for another job :) Claires Accessories haven't got back to me yet, despite accepting me for that job. But I had an interview at Debenhams on Tuesday and they have called me back already to say they want me to join their team. Not only have I got myself a little job, it is also on the cosmetics counter!! Hehe :) I don't actually know very much about make up at all, I wear the same cheap products everyday, and I haven't changed my style since I was 13. But I think this job may open up a new little challenge for me to learn about something new and take an interest in it. I think I have been very lucky getting this job, although I actually expressed an interest in working on the fashion department, maybe she thought my face looked nicer than my clothes lol. Anyway it will also give me a new thing to blog about. I will hopefully get to find out about all the newest products and offers instore. Exciting! No doubt it will be hard work over Christmas, but being rushed off my feet is exactly what I need right now. A distraction, but also an interesting one. I'm really looking forward to starting.
Here is an amusing photo of me when I was 13, sporting the same 'cat eye' liquid eyeliner flick I still do every single day 8 years later! I need some new beauty skills desperatly.
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| Nice hoop earrings of 2003... |
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| Eyeliner skill.. 8 years of practice. Gosh my hairline is weird. |
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